Sunday, June 29, 2014

6-27-14 & 6-28-14: Ragnar Wasatch Back Relay

So it's Sunday morning after the Ragnar, I am listening to the TV on the BYU channel and drinking a diet coke in a hotel room. I have had a rough day and needed some fairly quiet time. I was at church and forgot to take one of my medications that helps me to focus, and not hear every conversation, every baby crying, and every couple talking around me. I was so overwhelmed with sensory overload I had to leave the building before I could finish my Sunday meetings. The hotel room is because our apartment flooded, and the dehumidifiers are going full boar. So out apartment is close to a noisy 100ยบ and we were advised to stay in a hotel until they could get things sorted with our home.

Before my first run Friday morning I got a phone call telling me that our apartment was flooded. I thought the worst and was ready to find out home unlivable and filled with sewage. It wasn't I'll clear that up right now. But Silvia and I are displaced for right now. So I have yet to have the comfort of home after a big 2 day race. Silvia and I both miss our home, because it's where we live and love one another. We are hoping that we can go back and live in our apartment while they are working on it for the next couple of weeks. We are also considering moving again since this is the second flood in the past year. But we have yet to decide on that.

Enough with that. Here's the Ragnar recap!

Team Name: "There is no shower in TEAM!"

Van 1 Team members:
Runner 1 - Wendy
Runner 2 - Irene
Runner 3 - Bryan
Runner 4- Ty
Runner 5 - Me
Runner 6 - Mitch

Leg 1-6 Overview:
Everyone in my van rocked their runs (I don't think I did as well as everyone else, but I believe that my own personal doubt that is telling me that). Traffic at the exchanges was miserable. And lunch after was amazing. The MVP of this section was definitely Wendy, who started us out strong, and under her projected time.

My first run, Leg 5 - 7.4 miles: "What the HILL?!"

This is what my leg was called, "What the HILL?!" Seriously, what was I thinking when I chose this? I always wanted to try trail run, I thought. This is a big hill and I run hills all the time, I thought. Then my training fell into a slump with a combination of depression, work, and schooling. I missed most of my runs for two weeks, I was really down and didn't like how I was feeling. So with botched training I approached this first run. Holy crap, I told myself as I started running, what am I doing? But I continue to run, and walk, and run, and walk. The hill was a dirt road of mud as it rained off and on all morning. This was my hardest run. I have never run in mud before, and it was hard. I can't say I liked it very much, my feet both sticking to the ground momentarily and slipping. If it wasn't for the van support of my teammates who relieved me of my Camelbak and provided me everything I needed as I ran, I wouldn't have been able to do it as well as I did. I am stubborn and wouldn't let myself stop, even if I had to walk to entire hill. If you look at my splits you can see I walked a good chunk of it, and if you were there you would have seen just about everyone walk at one point. During this run I had 2 kills (passed two people), and had many pass me. The worst thing about the entire leg was the congested exchange points. I had to get out and run to meet up with Ty (who ran the previous leg), who had come back to meet up with me after he finished, so he could pass the slap bracelet. After I got the exchange I started running, and my headphone's battery died, so I was without my much needed music for about 2 miles. By the time I got some headphones I was just around the half way point. The music was a nice escape from my negative thinking. One of my support stops I squeezed my GU (chocolate) into some water and shook it violently. It ended up tasting like a yoohoo which I really like. So with that, I started running again, listening to a Justin Timberlake song (it's one of my songs I normally don't mention), but I decided to run through the whole song, as I was getting fatigued towards the end of my run. The song never seemed to end, and when it did finally end I was getting ready to walk, and made it through part of the Maroon 5 song that came next. I then walked. My body wasn't as fatigued as my mind was. That time with the music had a really negative effect on me. There were times where I started my mantra of, "I have strong legs, strong lungs, and a strong mind!" I made it through some tougher parts of the run because of that. With this leg completed, I decided if I do another Ragnar, that I would never do leg 5 again. Later on during the race I decided otherwise. I would do that leg again so I could have a rematch with Avon Pass.

Leg 13-18 Overview:
The super star of this set of legs was definitely Mitch. Everyone did well on this second set of runs, but Mitch knocked it out of the park. it was a nice cool night, and he was cruising at a steady pace. During his run I bumped into my friend Kate who I tried to get onto our team at one point. It was really cool to see someone I know out there doing Ragnar.

My second run, Leg  17 - 4.2 miles: Night Time Run

This was a really nice run, and if you have read older posts you would know I really don't like running at night, but here I was running at night. I had 2 kills again on this run, and cemented myself as the slowest runner in our van. I did have a good time running this leg in spite of it being in the dark. I had music the entire time which was handy. When it came to the exchange, I forgot to put my number on my shirt before I started running, and had to run back to get it, making Ty wait for me. We had another wonky exchange here. The first mile of the run was into oncoming traffic, and was a little scary when I had to cross a bridge without a real foot path on it. This leg took place in Morgan, UT. This is where I noticed people who had passed me on my last leg started passing me again here. It was a repeat of this for each leg. So I saw a lot of the same people. I started this leg too fast when it comes to running, if I would have kept it around a 12 minute or 12:15 mile, I would have been able to maintain a better pace at the end. I just got caught up in the excitement at the exchange. I was only 4 or 5 minutes off my projected pace for this leg. During this run I really had to pee the whole time, because I really focused on staying hydrated throughout the entire event, I felt like I was using the restroom at ever stop.

Leg 25-30 Overview:
The MVP of this leg is a tie between Irene, Ty & Bryan. Each for a different reason. Irene because she made it through he run with less that ideal circumstance, Ty, because he finished so quick (sub 7 minute miles), and Bryan because of the roadkill up hill battle he had. He was unsupported on this leg by the van because it was along the highway.

My last run, Leg  29 - 4 miles: My final run of Ragnar

With this final leg, I had more energy than I expected, I wish it were because I had sufficient recovery and nutrition, but I think it was because I didn't push as hard as I should have on the previous legs. That said I pushed on this leg. I did have a slightly slower pace on this leg than leg 17, but I finished it strong with a sprint. I was feeling tired near the end, then I saw a little kid who was giving out free lemonade. It was very helpful there at the end. I also poached someones victory tunnel. This leg was through Heber, and again with my first mile I pushed too hard, and messed up my pace. But I did sprint my last 200ish yards.

After the race we went napped and showered. I slept in the suburban up until my last run, but was so exhausted last night I fell asleep on top of the sheets without prepping for bed. It was tiring and yes I would do it again. Now it's time for a recovery week, where I just focus on school for the next two weeks. Thanks for reading. I will post after my next run.

-Riley

Thursday, June 19, 2014

6-18-14 It's been a while

So I would like to explain why I haven't had a post in a little while. The last two weeks I have been fighting a serious bout of depression and didn't make it out. School, work, and depression mixed make it difficult to get out. Because of this mix, I don't feel all that ready for Ragnar. I will be by the end of the weekend after I have gotten more runs in.

Today I want to do 5 miles when I get home tonight with some speed drills. I will be running at dusk and into the evening. Tomorrow I have a nice and easy 9 mile run, where I need to take it easy. Saturday I will be getting another 5 miles in and do it going up the steepest hill near my house. Then Monday I will get 6 miles in after work. I am somewhat worried about reporting to my trainer about my slacking in running. But more worried about how it will effect my running next weekend.

The run itself yesterday was brutal. I only ran 4 miles, and had to stop and walk twice (I think that was more mental than physical). I didn't dress for the weather. It was warm, but not hot, so I sported a short sleeve shirt and a black hat. It turns out my shirt and shorts I wore yesterday are not moisture wicking. I was melting. It was intense.

School is going to be done in 3 weeks, I finish one class right before Ragnar. Then I have another two week intense class. So my Ragnar recovery week I will be out painting in various places.

Thanks for reading.

-Riley

Saturday, June 7, 2014

No Run Tonight

I will be missing one of my runs this week and getting my other in on Monday.

-Riley

Mental Health and Habits

So I wasn't able to get myself out of bed with enough time to go running this morning. I have been cycling when it comes to my bipolar. I am on the down swing right now and need to get a solid running schedule set up so I can make it a habit to get out of bed and start running. So here's what it will be.

Monday: 1:30 PM
Tuesday: 1:30 PM
Wednesday: -
Thursday: 1:30 PM
Friday: -
Saturday: Long Run, 7:00 AM
Sunday: -

So I am putting 1:30 PM until the end of the semester. After that I will adjust to 7:00 AM, which is the time I make it on campus to start my work for class. I will become a morning runner.

With most mental illnesses you need to set up a consistent schedule to help keep them manageable. My school schedule is consistent and I will not change that. So I need to control what I can. Since I work retail I have some irregularity in my schedule already. But I can't let that stop me from success.

Today I will have a second post after I do my speed training after work. It's light enough to be able to get out and run without a problem between 7 and 9. So I will be getting in 5 miles today and 8 miles in on Monday after I get off of work and before I go to clean the church. Writing this has helped me out, I have a little more perspective and hope even though my thoughts are not where I wish them to be. So until tonight, thanks for reading.

-Riley

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

6-4-14 A Quick Post for a Quick Run

So I did a 4 mile run with picking up the pace for the last mile. It was up hill for the first 2 miles then back down hill for the last two. It wasn't anywhere near as hot as it was Monday when I ran, and there were more people out and about. It was a good run.

Well, I don't have much time, I need to head to work and get something to eat. So until tomorrow.

-Riley

Monday, June 2, 2014

6-2-14 Running in the Canyon

Today I ran up in Provo Canyon. The weather was cooler there than it was down at home. I followed the suggestions I have received for staying cool while I run. First I hydrated well, second I filled my water stored with cold water, third I chose to run by water, and finally I wore the right socks for running in the summer. I have come to the realization that I have primarily winter clothing for my running gear, so over the past month I have invested in some sleeveless running shirts, and have started to wear my first running socks I purchased because they are really thin.

The run itself was really relaxing (up hill). I there were a lot of people on the trail because school is out and the canyon is a few degrees cooler then the city. I was the only runner out though, and I think that was because of the heat. There was a slight breeze most of the run, and when I was on parts of the trail that were all in the sun it was quite a blessing.

Today I got a new piece of running gear. It's a RoadID wrist band. It has my name and address on it, as well as Silvia's contact information, just in case something happens to me while I am out running. It also has the words (which were my choice), "Run Giant Run" and "You can do hard things." It looks a little small on my wrist, but it's a relief to have it in case something did happen. Other running accessories I am looking at are a air of bluetooth headphones. I am tired of the cord of my headphones dangling and getting snagged in my fingers. It doesn't feel good when my hand gets tangles and I yank them out of my ears. So that's what I'm doing gadget wise. Also I really want to get a Pebble watch to have the controls for my phone on my wrist.

That's all I have time for tonight, thanks for reading.

-Riley

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